Every night I close my eyes

Every night I feel something

Every night I think it's real

Some nights I'm wrong

Most nights I'm right

Every night I'm scared

Some nights I freeze

Some nights I run

Some nights I fight

I will forever carry those scars

The fears are slowly controlling me

Some days I wake up

I think to myself

This day MIGHT be okay

I'm sometimes right

I'm sometimes wrong

You know I miss ya when you're gone

I still hate what you did

That's ome thing I'll never forget

But I can forgive

So I sing a song to the people that hurt me

To the ones that beat me

The ones who crushed my heart

I will not stand down

Seein' me and him back then

I see myself as a fool

I can't believe I trusted you

So I payed the price

I did this to myself

I put the trust in the wrong person

This is my fault

I can't let you take all the blame

This terrible day

I have fallen down this road again

I need to sleep it off

I'm feelin' like I could have stopped it

I know it ain't true

I can't help but feel this

And it hurts me

Not a little, but a lot

I have changed today

And not for the best

You took my virginity

I clearly messed up somewhere

I deserved it

So screw me

You didn't do anything wrong

I see that now

Please forgive me

You didn't deserve to go to prison

I deserved every minute

You were right

I'm sorry