4 months ago

I can't f'u'c'k'i'n'g stand life anymore. I know that I'm now I'm beyond repair. I screwed up someone's day, I made them upset. I'm not worth life anymore. Emma and Hayleigh know it too. I hope this makes your day better. Actually, it better make your life better. Knowing that a screw-up like me is no longer in your life. Knowing that they got driven over the edge, to the point of suicide........ It better make you happy. Hayleigh, I'm aware I don't deserve life. I've known that for a while, but this........This finished me off completely. I know I screwed up, and I can't go back. I went too far. Why? Because I'm a failure that apparently can't do anything right in life. I can't please anybody. And I've been trying my best. And now I have nothing to show for it. Emma, I know that you don't care. i know I screwed up big time. I know I don't deserve life. So you better break out the good plates and wine glasses, because a loser is out of your life, so no more misery to deal with. 

I can't do this anymore. Life is getting too painful for me to bear. This better be worth it



    When it comes to your life, I'm your Scottish soldier. I'm the most loyal person you will ever meet. I'm 14, tall af, and TAKEN
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