Okay guys-

I'm sorry. I really am. xXBad'GirlXx, please quit trying to make it seem like I'm doing the bad stuff here. We all know I'm not, you continuously lie about what I am saying, and it hurts. It really hurts. Don't even bother comment on this to say I'm a liar, yet a whole segment of my posts is filled with our conversations, and the comments on your posts don't show me starting this fight again, or me being mean. You actually are kind of causing me to relapse, because there are now multiple people I am trying to help, make sure that their mental health is fine, that they aren't hurting themselves, that they aren't being abused again, that they are safe, and I try and make them smile.This is all while I can barely support my own health, and I'm struggling with Depression, ADHD, PTSD, and anxiety. You saying this stuff about me is just putting more on my plate than I can take. I'm barely getting by in school, I can barely sleep at night, and I've been cutting more and more, while making other people's day better best I can. I put others needs before mine. I've lost a bunch of weight by not eating, because I've lost appetite. My own days are getting more miserable because of you, and I hope you are proud, because it paid off. My mom thinks I'm getting more suicidal, and now I might have to go back to rehab.

To everybody else that I talk to-

I feel like s/h/i/t right now, I'm barely keeping myself together physically and mentally. I hope my hard work is keeping you semi-okay, because I'm taking too much time to do this. Thats just how I am. I will still support you, and I love you guys so much, especially Emma, aka S.u.n.f.l.o.w.e.r.