It's like he never ever really wanted me. It's like he never ever really loved me. It's not like I haven't been here before. Cause this has already happened. I don't need him, him to try to control me. If he ever do I know what to do. I have been before I can do it again. I know how to handle this. If he tries to control me. I know, I know, I know, that everyone isn't the same but just in cast. I will be prepared. I cause I haven't been prepared once. And I let him control me. So now I know that he can't control me. Cause I know better now. That it has happened before. I Cause I can't my heartbroken. I know he never really wanted me. I know he never really me love. I know cause I've learned from the past. Now I know better now.