I never did belong here anyway.
I've known it from the very start.
So, go ahead jack a*s, give me all you've got!
I'll stand tall once more while I'm torn apart.

And this time I'll cast a record shadow,
Because deep down I know it's soon to be done.
This body may be failing far too slowly,
But it was long ago this mind and heart were done.

Don't you dare shed a single tear for me,
With the way you reveled in breaking me in this place!
Don't you dare convene in my memory,
Like my time here wasn't waisted forever being replaced.

You're gonna miss me when I fly away,
But it will be indescribably late in coming.
You're going to feel the deepest kind of sting.
Your deafening cries will never again bring me running.

How long have I prayed to god's and goddesses,
That I never truly believed in anyway,
To ride that dark horse here, trumpet sounding,
Kiss me softly, sweetly, then carry me away?

I knew that dark and peaceful place once.
The only place I have ever felt at home.
My heart ached in this place for how I've missed it -
My place to be eternally alone.